To be last or to not to be.
And, being okay when I am last.
Some days on the bike I just bonk and don’t have a good day.
Some days, I choose to be last.
I am generally not what you would call fast. I am, however, pretty energetically efficient when I am on my bike. I feel like I manage my energy pretty well on bike rides. I usually plan my take “risks” rides - like the nights I choose to go over logs.. or my go a little harder or longer rides when I throw in a couple of extra climbs or technical trail sections.